There is a place within me that knows that everything that ever happens and exists in the universe, is ever a thing of beauty and of love. And when I think, hear or see affirmations of this, my whole being vibrates in accordance with Source.
There is a place within me that always trusts, always knows, always feels aligned, well and at peace with whatever comes my way. And from this place, I can trust everyone, everything and go everywhere with certainty and faith, knowing that everything is sorely, magnificently well.
At all times.
It is all the other places in me that don't always feel this, that I must work on - sometimes on a daily basis - to get in alignment with the truth that sits in my eternal soul. And some times, those other parts of me needs that extra love and patience and acceptance to be anything near peace again. But I have learnt to offer myself that, and to accept it as well, and living after that model has changed my life.
Today is such a day for me, where I offer myself extra time, space and patience in the shape of naps, meditations and journaling. But having a family, I also have kids to transport, bills to pay, meals to cook as well. And this is wonderful too, as it keeps me grounded, in motion and reminded of the love that exists all around me.
I have discovered that every new step, every new level to conquer and enter in life, is initiated by a small death. A small death of darkness, of uncertainty, of resting in the unknowing of the moment. And how well we are able to entertain these initiations, will define our transitions and the comfort in upleveling our lives. The more action-oriented we are, the harder it will be for us to go through these spaces of non-action and uncertainty. And the less used we are to trust, the harder it is for us to not know where to go next.
And I truly believe it is all a matter of practice. The kind we all need to do – the kind we all need to master if we want growth in any area of our lives. And the more we are ready to trust our intuition and LOVE, the more we get to practice these spaces of void.
For it is in these spaces of void, in the darkness of surrender that miracles are shaped.
And we all want the miracles, don't we? We all want the synchronicities, movement and upleveling of our lives. We want the growth, the colors, the magic and the life-affirming buzz. It is what prequels it that is challenging us, and where many of us get stuck in fear.
But the only thing we really need to do, is surrender to LOVE. Surrender to what is – accept the non-motion and the uncertainty. Accept that life has its seasons, rhythms and waves just like nature, just like our bodies. Accept that we can't know everything and see everything at all times. And then – if your body and Soul knows the deep truth of LOVE, you will be able to relax into the trust in life. Trust that everything truly is ok, trust that everything is going exactly according to plan. The great plan of the greatest power in life; Love.
For me, what came after this hiatus, was a knowing of how my business needs to change. It came with seeing the threads spun from the beginning of my grand awakening into Love; the red, tangled but still visible threads or lines that has followed me through these past 20 years and led me where I am today.
Lines in form of my husbands and my theme-song “Miracles” being played “randomly” on our honey-moon as we were attending a gala on the Nile in Cairo – in spite of it being banned in Egypt.
Lines in form of rainbows, orchids, purple butterflies and almond-blossoms appearing at significant moments in my life.
Lines in form of memories of earlier lives re-appearing when the time was ripe, to show me where I come from and where I am going next.
Lines in form of Line – myself – the ways I have grown, healed and continue to create my life and taking new steps into a to me even more fulfilling and abundant life.
Lines in form of unfinished news-letters, courses and directions I was not supposed to take.
Lines in form of assurance, support, abundance and significance – all languages of Love.
And for these lines – for these ways of support, I am so thankful today, but the lines would have held no true value and meaning without the preceding void of the darkness.
Joy and peace would mean nothing if they weren't preceded by sorrow and confusion.
And it is this tapestry of light and dark that makes our lives the rich, complex, 3D masterpieces of humanity.
And you and I have received the grace of living it right now in all its glorious, chaotic, beautiful human mess.
So let me tell this to your Soul even if your mind can't hear it right now:
All is well.
All is going according to plan.
All is Love.