When eruption, pain and trauma enters your life, you have a wonderful opportunity to experience the exact opposite. I truly believe everything enters our lives called by a desire in our soul or heart, to experience something, feel something that will add deeper levels of wisdom, beauty and love to our lives.
Every time you take yourself through a painful situation with grace by asking yourself why you created this situation and what you desire at a deeper level that summoned it, (ie. not by suppression, avoidance or blaming/ judging) - you come out fortified, renewed and with a deeper sense of safety and trust in yourself and life.
These initially painful situations - and the more painful they are, the greater their potential - are brilliant portals for deep joy, safety and freedom
The feeling of being invincible
being able to take on the world
having deep trust and faith in life and love
Will never come to you if you don't take full responsibility for every single experience in your life, looking the pain full into its face and staying with it till you have understood what its gift for you is.
Because there are beautiful, intoxicating, life-changing gifts in the seemingly darkest, most painful corners of your life.
The full beauty of life can never be experienced if you refuse to stand up again and again and save yourself. Because your life is only yours to save, and no one can do the job that's meant for you. If you give in to pain, give in to darkness, you will live like a mere shadow of your true potential while the pain will STILL linger, fester and never transmute into the golden phoenix rising from the ashes.
And hear this;
You have what it takes
Its all inside you.
All you need to do is decide to choose love, to choose life, and keep moving forward, step by step. Day by day. Again and again.
Come with price-tags few are willing to pay. But the world needs such people, and YOU need to live the life you long for and already chose a long time ago.
But most of all, you need to experience the miracle of looking your worst enemies, fears and pain into their eyes and realize there is nothing but love there for you.
That all you ever encounter in life, truly is there for you to thrive and blossom into the most wise, human and loving person you have ever been.
There is nothing else.
Don't be fooled by its many faces.
Love is always there, patiently watching you choose your next move. Compassionately holding you till you hear its voice and choose life again
For you, my love, there is no other choice.