On being an Earthling
You know - the thing about "raising your vibrations", is that I don't even know if we are supposed to.
I know I came here to earth to be a human being. I know that no matter how you look at life or creation, a human being is what you are.
Most religions and spiritual practices will teach you to try to reach higher; to "raise your vibrations" and forgo, surpass and - in my opinion - in fact deny your humanity.
I want to become MORE human
I want to be able to use all my capacities, choices and emotions as a human being - accepting ALL that is me included that tapestry of polarity that is inside us.
If being a human being is the reason we came here - why would I try to be or become something else?
It seems contradictory to me to celebrate and work on accepting your humanity on one hand, while on the other hand you spend your energy on working to become something else? I mean - if i was supposed to be angelic - wouldn't I just have BEEN an angel from the start?
The earth has dense energies and the concept of polarity as a foundation.
Why would I try to RAISE my energy and reach for another dimension if I am to learn the lessons of being a human being?
I have been at war with myself half of my life
I grew up hearing that most of what I did and felt was sinful, and naturally, with that luggage it's hard to love and accept all of ME. Hiding it or fighting it seemed to be the only two options, and I chose the second one. And I was such a trooper.
Until I met love.
Meeting love, real love, shook the core of my being as all my little boxes, fences, principles and beliefs shattered.
This is how you know you meet true love, by the way
Love (or the Divine, as I also call it), WILL ALWAYS TEAR DOWN YOUR WALLS!
Love will always tear down your doctrines - never affirm them.
Love will always shatter your dams you built to keep you safe.
Because it doesn't want you safe. It wants you loved.
Loved and human.
The many voices of love finally made me realize that being me was not only ok, it was a freaking miracle!
And when I released the thoughts of divinity opposing my nature, I realized that there was enough divinity and awesomeness in being human. We just need to open our hearts to see it.
So as I dig my heels (and toes) in the dirt today, hug a tree and drop into my heart, I am embracing my earthlingness knowing this is not only what I need to do - it is what I came for.
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