Changes are afoot
My guides told me to read my customer testimonies all over.
It took a while.
Both to actually getting around to do it, but also to read them.
Because this time, I wasn't going to read it, and then absentmindedly say ”Wow! That's wonderful!” and put them in a folder for later.
This time I was to actually take it in!
Take in what people really say about my work.
Take in what changes my work creates in other peoples lives.
Take in that I am in fact a miracle maker.
I am a mystical mentor.
Take in that peoples lives actually have time-lines including ”before” and ”after” having met me.
But then again
How do you really take that in?!
Grow from it?
Without it scaring the crap out of you?
Without feeling that you are expected to create a master-piece every time you set your mind to something?
Without it being a chain and ball around your foot with its expectations, goals and impossible promises?
My Soul also told me I was to start properly valuing the work I do
in means of the energy-exchange I offer it for.
To start understanding that the change I create for people is worth so much more than a meal or a trip to the hair-dresser.
And that if I don't understand it myself, my customers won't get it either.
It starts with me valuing myself.
And in a way I get it.
I mean – what would it really be worth to you to have your life turned around?
To feel safe in your life, to be connected with your Soul, clearly decipher your intuition, to really see your Inner child and be able to take care of her? To be strong and centered; true man, true God? True woman, true Goddess?
What would it be worth to you to have your issues with money understood, healed, cleared? To experience how your fear about not having enough, disappears? To have your booking-calendar filled, to feel safe and grounded?
What would it be worth to you to discover your True Life-Path? To see and live your passion, your Soul's longing?
And what would it be worth for you to have the support you need, getting there?
To have a Soul-sister that SAW all you could be, all your gifts, and that could show you that you actually already HAVE the keys to unlocking your future yourself, and where to find them and how to use them?
And I did get it.
That it was worth, like, a lot.
At least half of me did
My soul fluttered its enormous wings while the little child in me was capsized by its wind and just wanted to go asleep.
My Soul said I couldn't, so instead I had some wine.
My Soul told me though, that she wasn't going to let me off that easily this time. She had things to do and places to go with me – and I was to listen (and yeah, she told me to put in a picture of myself too! And I wasn't too happy about that either, let me tell you).
She then showed me all the love that surrounds me.
And all the love that comes from me, transforms in me and goes to others outside of me.
She showed me all the love my heart holds – all the love that makes my oils sacred, my sessions miraculous and my courses magical.
It's all love
And it's all me.
And that those fractions of words coming back to me in my mails are only the start. A glimpse of all I have created. A slice of all I will create, all that is possible, in incubation in my mind and ripening in my heart.
So I'd better start looking it in its eyes and accept it.
You know - scratch the surface at least.
But that surface, though...!
The words on that surface brought me to my knees and unraveled my heart;
”What from the beginning felt like standing on the brink of an abyss – changed in one moment”
”LIFE IS GOOD!”
”The results I got as soon as I ordered your Money-oil – even before I received the physical bottle - completely shook me at my core”
”I am so ecstatically happy!”
”You have started a huge mental process and spiritual change in me. ”
”There is a big shift from near hysterical despair to hope ”
And I started thinking; Who am I to withhold that love from my fellow humans?
Who am I to limit it, to say that it's not important, to devalue it and exchange it for mere change?
Who am I to tell myself that my fear is the most important?
Who am I to decide that it is more important to be safe than to produce miracles?
Who am I to tell myself that it's OK to wait doing this work, while people are out there waiting for me? When people need exactly what I have to offer?
And who are YOU to withhold your gifts from the world?
Oh. Those questions.
I have no answers.
Or rather; I do.
Of course I do.
I know that what I do is immensely important.
I know what YOU do is equally important.
I know that right now a woman is lying in her bed without a hope for the future. A woman whose life I can change to hold Deep Prosperity in all areas.
A person whose life again can touch numerous other peoples lives – if she gets to see the pain and darkness of her life turn into a breathtaking patchwork of beauty.
And I know that my Soul longs to be able to co-operate that work
That this is why I incarnated on earth.
This is the passion that drives my heart.
This is the urge that makes my inner child forget her self-consciousness, her awkwardness and difficulties, to instead go create another miracle.
Another sacred oil.
Another gateway between heaven and earth.
And this is what I have to offer.
And you know what?
It's big enough.
In fact; it's epic
And I'm going to start owning it.
Like, right now. This very moment.
Why don't you join me? And please, tell me if you will!