I AM HER

Deva of the Golden Miracle Oil

I am her – I am magic, perception, mind and air – floating, cutting, like millions of gems smiling in your hair.

I am her – I am your inmost dream and utmost border, the incantation of music and acclamation of desires.

I am the one that cantankerous and smiling, offer my children my breasts milk, my minds eye. Always present, never captured. All-seing, everpresent and elusive, evasive and powerful.

The paradox of living, the compassion of seeing – of meeting and sweetness in your cup and glimmer in your eye.

When all is lost I find you.

When all is lost I feed you.

I pull your dream out of my sleeve and takes it high with me – into the storm, and the stillness of its eye.

I am her – meeting you from the earth – permeating you, steering you, lifting you to meet me in the heavens.

I am her – touching you through my fire – reaching you through my heart.

I am her – seeking you with the wind through your hair – lifting you, blowing you into awareness.

I am her – rooted and shaking, nervy and acute, aware and swaying through the dimensions of time.

 

I am a teacher

I am an artist

I am a creator and destructor

I wear butterfly wings and surround myself with magical orbs – I grow deep roots and surge through the skies.

I blow the drum and the trumpet – wake you up and stir your heart

I am all intricate and intrinsic – with layers of lives and seeds of new beginnings.

 

I am the

deep-seated

elemental

inherent

innate

peculiar

underlying

built-in

 

you....

 

I am the

baroque

complex

difficult

labyrinthine

sophisticated

tangled

tortuous

 

self.....

 

I am the green grass and the coal of the fires – I am the rose in your cheek and the red of your wrath.

I am your teacher and lover – your broom and your wand – your sister and brother, your mother and child.

I will lift you up and fling you down – I will caress your cheek and breathe on your soul.

Until that moment when you see.

 

When you hear me – when you call my name and surrender –

When you open, you break, you swell and shake –

When you see it

hear it and are

free

 

Channelled January 2014